Saturday, July 31, 2010

Pretend

Once in a while,I act like a child to feel like a kid again.But it gets like a prison in a body i'm living in,because everyone's watching and quick to start talking.I wish I were a little girl without the weight of the world.It would be nice to start over again.Let's play pretend.Remember the times when we were young,we had soda in wine and got by on gratitude.When fights were for fun,we had water in guns and a place we could call our own.How we lost hold of that I guess I never know.And when it's the end,Our lives will make sense.We'll love,we'll bend.It's not gonna be long before we're all gone with nothing to show for them.Stop taking lives come on, let's all grow up again.Let's play pretend....

What does friendship means?

What does friendship means?Well,friendship is the one who will understands you in what so over condition you are in.No matter how far you and your friends are,the one who is really your friend will never forget you and all the moments that you have shared with them.Because,good friends are like stars.Sometimes,you can't see them but you can always feel their presence.i have friends,A LOT!People always said to me that i'm so lucky to have had so many friends.But I don't consider myself lucky because eventhough you have so many friends,you don't know if they are really your true friends.Someone told me this,"Don't you know some of your friends are only being friends with you just because of popularity."Of course I am quite shocked and depressed after hearing that,it's part of life right?There'll be ups and down.Well,i'm an open person.I'll accept anyone who wants to be my friend.Just be sincere when you want to share your love and friendship.When you found the true meaning of love and friendship,you'll know how valuable it is and never want that to disappear. :)

Friday, July 30, 2010

I miss you

Sometimes, no matter
how much faith we have,
we lose people.
But you never forget them.
And sometimes,
it's those memories
that give us the strength to go on...

........ Just Forget

Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.

The Wedding Vows

"When I was six years old I met him in the playground and he came up to me with a daisy, just the one, and knelt on both knees and asked me to marry him. So I pushed him over then ran away. Two days later he came over and asked if he could play cops and robbers with me and from that day on we played everyday.

At 11 on my first day of Secondary school I was so nervous but at lunch time he came to find me, and we sat down and ate lunch together. We did this everyday for an entire year. You were the first person I told about everything, about my crushes, about my lessons and about all the people I hated, and when I was 13 and thought I was the only one who had never been kissed, you offered to show me how, and by the tree in your backgarden we shared our first kiss.

At 15 we went to our first proper house party, and I got drunk. Even though I made a fool of myself you were there to help me stand strong. You didnt judge and you didnt make fun.

Over the next year we began to seperate, made different friends. I got my first serious boyfriend and you went through quite a few girlfriends. And then it got to May and that meant the prom. Everything had been arranged, I'd been getting my outfit for months and then the day before I found out my boyfriend had cheated on me. The first person I turned to was you. You turned up at my door with a bouquet of roses and a vintage 1950's car.

I laughed that night
I cried that night

We had three glorious yars together, when everyday I would smile. Even on the last when your mother stood up, in the church infornt of your coffin and began reading from your diary:

"I saw you when I was six stood by the bench in a blue checked dress and daisy shoes and I needed to give an other daisy just because.... Becuase i loved you from that day on"

His wedding vows written the day after prom, that I will never get to hear."

Speeding

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)
Girl: Slow
down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
(Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

Follow Your Heart

Billy loved Katie with all his heart. But he never told a Single soul. Katie secretly loved him too. But she thought she would never have a chance with him. Billy asked his friends what they think of her and his friends thought she was gay. They didn't like her at all. So Billy just went along with them. They all made fun of her and made her feel really bad. Katie was so upset.

One day they followed her home from school making fun of her the whole way home. Once she got inside her house she dropped to the floor cringe. She had a crush on Billy since 3rd grade. She didn't know what to do. When Billy got home he felt real bad about what he had done. So he decided to go to Katie's house to tell her he was sorry and that he really loves her.

When he got there he knocked on the door no one answered.

The door was open so he walked in. He walked into the living room and found Katie lying dead on the floor. She had slit her wrists. Billy was so up set . He knew it was his fault she killed her self. And now he could never tell her how he really felt.

The lesson of this story is: Don't wait to until the last minute to tell someone how you really feel. Because it just might be too late. And don't always go by what your friends say, follow your heart.